September 1st.
Yet another month has passed and yet another stressful month lies ahead. I would definitely say it is a nostalgic feeling for the fact that I have not accomplished what I wanted to in the past month. Park walks, cafe cozy people watching, gyming. Anything to get my mind off things in the real world - such as the dreadful feeling of school accompanied by the occasional breakdowns from the workload.
Second week into school and the lecturers have already thrown a pile of assignment to us, essay after essay after essay. It is truly like they say, this is unlike year 1 where they spoon feed us. I do believe that the harsh routines of the school is actually helpful but I cannot contain the irresponsible nature of their ill-mannered staff and disturbing timetables. Changing every week - the inconsistency of their habits makes me too tired to be upset. Yet again, I have to torture my back by sitting in front of the computer and redo up my timetable.
On a side note, I do feel the motivation to get up early and do some reading. Am I really changing for the better? I hope so. It puts a smile on my face thinking about it. No challenge is too great for anyone and I truly believe, everyday is a test of our perseverance.
Enough said. It's time to get down to work!
Till then,
xoxo.